Humanistic Studies Second Essay

        

        Thinking of everyone was born without choosing their own names first.  Being born in this world is nothing but an amazing grace. I was born in 1992, in  Jakarta and given such a beautiful name. It is said that my mother was the one who gave my first name Natasha, she always has admired a beautiful Germany actress Nastassja Kinski, hoping her baby will be beautiful as her she gave my first name Natasha, the English name for Nastassja. My last name had been given by my uncle. He always wanted to have a daughter and name her Kezia since he already has three sons, wishing someday God would generously give him a daughter, then she will be his dearest child. According to the Holly Bible,  Kezia was Job dearest and prettiest child.

            Based on trusted sources, my first name Natasha comes from Latin language which meant princess of Christmas, while my last name Kezia comes from Hebrews language which meant sweet cinnamon, a kind of a tree or woman. So  we could conclude that my name means the sweetest princess cinnamon at Christmas.

            I really love my name, and I think it really such an appropriate name and fit me best. Since I do love Christmas, the most magical moment in the year. Having such a name related to Christmas make I am feel blessed, closer to Him, and always believe my life would be magical, beautiful and beyond expectation. Your life is a precious treasure and you are more meaningful than you know (Sharma, 2004). And also I love the smell of cinnamon even the serenity you get by sitting under the tree. Nothing could fit and describe me properly better than my name. That is suprising how name could explain who you are like a coincidence.

            If it is possible I don’t think I would like to change my name. There are thousand names in this world, lot of unique, prettier, and more meaningful names. Sometimes it feels good having such a beautiful name, that sounds better . Frankly speaking, name does not matter so much to me. Eventough I was born with different name, nothing would change, it is still me. Who we are that matter. I have already been satisfied with mine now, it is already a part of myself. Once again the name that matter, but who I am and what I do in my life.  It is not about having what you want, it is about wanting what you got.