Frankly speaking, talking about religion could be very demanding. Somehow it didn’t quite come off. Since belief is a personal matter and each of us and everyone else have different perspective. Therefore, the definition about it could have never been the same, one to another. Eventough they hold the same belief.
Perhaps the reason why religion was invited is quite simple. Some people said it was existed because human is a spiritual creature, other may say it was created since human need something to be a stepping stone in order to live their life. Nobody knows what was exactly became the reason behind it.
As for me, I did not really pay attention on those problems. I put it on the back of my head, and step forward. Since, it was only a part of history. Sometime the past is important, still today has bigger part in this lifetime. Believing in God it was felt like a natural thing. I do believe in Him, maybe even more than anyone I knew.
There are many things I did to believe in Him. One of them goes to the church every Sunday. The other things with spreading love to everyone, not only the one I loved like my parents, brother, families and friends but also the one which I did not get along with. Doing His commands was one of priority as well as written on the bible. Everything I do, I did it for Him. My work, task, homework and other things, it was not for my sake but for Him.
The God I know, The One I always believe is The One written on the bible. The one who has thoughtful heart, caring hand, and never left me alone. He is very kind and always welcomes everyone who searches for Him. Instead of punish me of blaming me for my mistakes, He keep forgiving me. He knows me best, He gave me everything even before I asked for it and realize I already have it. He is full of justice, He knows the best thing for me and others. I need more than word and more than an essay to explain about Him.
I capture the present of Him when I pray to Him everyday, when He answered my prayer, When I stay in the church. When I am down and all my soul so weary, and when troubles come and my heart burden me. Somehow I know He is there sitting next to me, I felt everything will be just fine. By reading verses day after day, my troubles become as weight as feather. Even when I wrote this essay and sharing my thought with you, I know He is here.
I know there might be someone who do not believe in me, and someone who will. But, nothing in this world could change what I believe in Him. May God bless you.
